Had a conversation with God today; it went something like this....
ME: "It feels like I continually let you down Father, like everything I strive not to do...I end up doing and so I am in a season of constant discipline from your hand"
GOD: "You aren't letting me down, I knew about this season before we arrived here and although it is packed full of discipline, remember that I just really love you. I will be transforming you, refining your character...and much of that comes thru discipline from my hand. Sunny, remember...I just really love you"
ME: Smiled, sighed and then thanked him for the loving discipline!