July 6, 2007
Ever have one of those weeks?
Ever have one of those weeks, where every time you turn around something seems to be going wrong? It seems, out of your control? Then, instead of giving it to God, you try to fix it on your own, only somehow you just make it worse? Yeah, I'm having one of those weeks right now. I have been tested this week on trusting God, but thus far, instead of trusting Him, I have continued to take matters into my own hands and make it worse. Today, God really is using the circumstances of my life to SHOUT to me! "SUNNY, YOU SAY YOU TRUST ME, YOU SING ABOUT IT IN ALL YOUR PRAISE SONGS, NOW IS THE TIME WHERE YOU REALLY NEED TO TRUST ME. LET GO AND LET ME BE GOD! GET OUT OF THE DRIVERS SEAT BECAUSE YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW WHERE YOU'RE GOING!" So, I am going to focus on doing just that. I am going to focus on trusting Him, allowing Him to be my protector, my provider, and my strong tower, and letting Him be God.....not me! Then, maybe things will get better.....at least I will be given peace until they do! AMEN