So....it's like this....I often have issues letting it all go...trusting my King, even though He is worthy of all of my trust. It's like I feel that somehow I can actually control my circumstances. I go on for awhile....fooling myself, actually believing that I am controlling them just fine....and then I suddenly realize that I am soooo wrong. I especially struggle in the area of trusting Him with my finances and taking care of my family. I act as if I am the one that provides for my family and not Jesus Christ. But, the fact is, this week He is pouring forth His blessings into our lives.....in ways that I cannot believe. I stand amazed. He can do immeasurably more than we ever imagine asking for! He has given me so much, and yet at times I lack faith! CRAZY!! I know! I am in a place this week thinking to myself..."How could I have ever doubted that He is my PRovider?" God is good....all the time!
I am learning that faith is trusting with no reservations....a "God-can" do attitude ....because HE CAN DO ANYTHING!